Once upon a time...

Once upon a time... I post everything that makes my heart beat faster.

Dude all i can see in that post is you talking about kissing strangers what the hell have i missed.

This should be fun. Thanks for tagging me gingerandblue. I loved reading yours!

rules: once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 truths about you. at the end, choose at least one person to be tagged. you have to tag the person who tagged you.

what was your:
1.last beverage?  tea
2. last phone call?  home to my parents and sister
3. last text message? my best girl friend Lau
4. last song you listened to? Bea Miller - Young Blood
5. last time you cried? last night 

have you ever:
6. dated someone twice? no
7. been cheated on? no
8. kissed someone & regretted it? no
9. lost someone special? yes
10. been depressed? not clinically
11. been drunk and threw up? yes unfortunatelly

list three favorite colors: white, gold, pink

in the last year, have you: 
15. made a new friend? yes!
16. fallen out of love? i don’t think so. i guess i fell out of love a long time ago (if that really was love), but maybe realized it and really got over it in the past year so..
17. laughed until you cried? i think yes but i don’t remember any specific time
18. met someone who changed you? yes :) 
19. found out who your true friends are? i knew all along
20. found out someone was talking about you? no. nothing that i didn’t know of already
21. kissed anyone on your fb friend’s list? no

22. how many people on your fb friends list do you know in real life? all of them
24. do you have any pets? yes, a dog, my beloved precious baby Danny :)
25. do you want to change your name? no, but it would be nice if everyone could pronounce it correctly
26. what did you do for your last birthday? dinner at my favorite restaurant with my favorite people :)
27. what time did you wake up today? really late heh, around 12ish?
28. what were you doing at midnight last night? texting and doing personality quizzes i guess
29. name something you cannot wait for? seeing him (a friend) again. (cheesy i know but what can a girl do)
30. last time you saw your mother? 16 days ago irl (or 2 days ago on skype)
31. what is one thing you wish you could change about your life? idk, this is too general. i wish i wasn’t so lazy and i wish i knew what i wanted to do with my life
32. what are you listening to right now? nothing/ outside traffic, running water in neighbor apartment, fridge noises
33. have you ever talked to a person named tom? yes (although they go by Tomas in my country)
34. what’s getting on your nerves right now?  stupid school  assignments  and lack of information
35. most visited webpage? facebook i guess although i only leave it open and do other stuff.
36. blood type? i can’t seem to remember this ever (same as my fathers tho)
37. nickname? Lucka (which is more of a name variation). also other ones that i never really accepted and would therefore like to avoid for the rest of my life thank you
38. relationship status? single and confused
39. zodiac sign? pisces
40. pronouns? she/her ? 
41. elementary? (i don’t get what you want from me here so..) was pretty fun, the only time i really liked school
42. high school? there were some nice moments and i spent 8 freakin years in there so i got used to kinda liking it but i’m glad to be out of that hell hole (also i found some awesome people hidden in the bunch of annoying idiots so cheers to you guys)
43. college?  University of Manchester - just started, i have high expectations and so far it doesn’t suck very much
44. hair color? brunette
45. long or short? long (even longer when straightened)
46. height? 168cm? = 5,5ft?
47. do you have a crush on someone? asking myself the same question (probably yes if i’m being honest but not in a romantic way if that makes sense) 
48. what do you like about yourself? everything i guess. which took me a long time so no comments about narcissism please. mostly my capability of great love and kindness 
50. tattoos? none so far but i might consider getting some in the future and i love them on people if they have a reason
51. righty or lefty? righty
52. first surgery? umm… none i guess? 
53. first piercing? i have pierced ears but other than that nothing
54. first best friend? Patrick :) i still don’t understand how i got so lucky
55. first sport you joined? tennis

56. first vacation? I have no idea… i think i spent my second birthday in Greece? but maybe even earlier idk 

58. first pair of trainers? the cute baby kind. mine were colorfull - red, blue and green i think

right now:
59. eating?  no. but i did just eat a whole bunch of Pringles (ahh the things i do when i write essays)
60. drinking? nothing. had 3 mugs of tea earlier
61. i’m about to? shower and curl up in bed and probably spent some time on my phone
62. listening to?  same as before
63. waiting for? my friend to write me back (but i think he went to sleep so there’s not much of a chance of getting an answer)
64. want kids? well not RIGHT NOW but hell yes i love kids
65. get married? definitely. but i’m in no hurry. still waiting on that prince charming to show up
66. career? more confused than ever. hopefully something i love and pays well

which is better:
67. lips or eyes? ugh. both? i LOVE eyes but lips drive me crazy
68. hugs or kisses? hugs so far. but i’m willing to let someone convince me otherwise
69. shorter or taller? guys - taller. i don’t know why but i love to look up at people. also hugging taller guys is heaven. also heels.     girls - there is something magical about petite short girls

70. older or younger? numbers don’t really mean much to me
71. romantic or spontaneous? romantic
72. nice stomach or nice arms? preferably nice everything. abs are definitely hotter. and i hate bulky masculine arms. so idk what your definition of nice is…
73. sensitive or loud? sensitive
74. hook-up or relationship? relationship
75. trouble maker or hesitant? nice and calm but with a spark of trouble in their eyes

have you ever: 
76. kissed a stranger?  no
77. drank hard liquor? yes
78. lost glasses/contacts? yes
79. sex on first date? no
80. broke someone’s heart? i hope not but i’m worried that i might have
81. had your own heart broken? yes. and i applaud my heart for being so damn strong after everything
82. been arrested? no
83. turned someone down? yes
84. cried when someone died? it has been 8 months and i still do.. (also fictional characters damn it)
85. fallen for a friend? yes

do you believe in: 
86. yourself? absolutely. because if you don’t darling then who will?
87. miracles? yes
88. love at first sight? i believe that you can know you will love someone when you first see them
89. heaven? no. but i fucking hope i’m wrong. (i do believe in something tho which is much more complicated and has nothing to do with religion)
90. santa claus? yes. i’m an eternal child.
91. kiss on the first date? sure if it feels right
92. angels? YES. with all my heart.


93. How far have you gone? the furthest place i’ve ever been to is probably Los Angeles. to the other side it would be Mauritius.

94. What is the best place you’ve visited? oh idk i just love so many places. the beaches at Mauritius were breathtaking. LA is a dream city. Monaco was absolutely gorgeous. and i am forever in love with Italy in general.

95. Where do you want to visit? so many places! i basically just want to travel! i NEED to go to Alaska. i want to travel every piece of Italy. and i want a road trip through the USA. Also Canada. 

96. if you were given a ticket for any place within your country where would you go? within my current country: Bournemouth. 

97. your continent? Verona. 


98. favorite band? Bon Jovi for life.

99. favorite song by that artist? all of them? ok ok.. You give love a bad name. also It’s my life, Have a nice day, Lost Highway,… (Bon Jovi is just too great I love them all)

100. In general? Hardest. Question. Ever. …Iris by Goo Goo Dolls. (and Ronan Keating - When you say nothing at all. AND Tale as old as time/ Beauty and the Beast from the original disney fairytale)

This was so great! I love stuff like this. Everyone go do this! xx

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I would like to thank Skype for not disrupting my convo with Lucy tonight, it was a very important convo. Kudos to Skype from me and warriorofmagic

Even Skype knows when real shit is happening. Cheers to Skype tonight!

You don’t have to be romantically interested in someone to be madly in love with them.

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Days like this are what I’m here for.

Everything Okay?

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If you or someone you know is suffering from an eating disorder, self harm, or suicidal thoughts, please visit our Counseling & Prevention Resources page for a list of services that may be able to help.

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all i want to do is learn stuff and not have compulsory tests on it


i love learning new stuff

and reading new books

but when i stress myself out to the point where i’m crying because of exams

that kinda takes the fun out of it

do you feel me

I feel you so much.

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I found a diamond today :)

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I found a diamond today :)

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Social anxiety isn’t “omg I hate people lol I wish I was sleeping and watching netflix!”.
It’s “I want desperately to be able to hang out with people but I hate the feeling of sheer panic and fear I get around them so I don’t/ can’t and it eats away at me every day so I end up just staying home and say I’m sleeping or watching something”


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More like sexual tension at first sight.